Send Me Home

Track 09 · First Light

Send Me Home is First Light's anti-war statement — raw, visceral and deeply human. Told from the perspective of a soldier who has lost faith in the cause, it uses authentic military terminology to ground its emotional truth in uncomfortable reality.

The narrator has seen too much, lost too many, and arrived at a simple conclusion — life is more than a battle score. The compressed radio voice executing the order in Verse 3 is one of the album's most striking production moments, the cold mechanical command contrasting sharply with the human desperation surrounding it.

The shift from “Send me home” to “Take me home” in the final reprise is subtle but powerful — a soldier who began by asking has arrived at demanding. A moving and necessary song.

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Sonus Lucis — Send Me Home

Enemies 'round every corner
Cake Eaters say the way is forward
Comrades dead, they followed orders
No care for us, we're just some numbers

Send me home,
Don't wanna fight for you no more
Life's more than a battle score
Don't wanna kill for you no more
I wanna live beyond this war

Green bodies drop, my soul is fading
Oscar Mike, the red mist rising
Fields of steel, the ground is burning
All I see, the truth returning

Send me home,
Don't wanna fight for you no more
Life's more than a battle score
Don't wanna kill for you no more
I wanna live beyond this war

Outside the wire, the night grows colder
Scan the dark for shapes that linger
Target set, await the order
[Compressed Radio Voice] Execute execute execute!

Charlie Mike, my heart's still beating
Escape plan set, the search repeating
Through the dark where lights burn brighter
The call of home, it pulls much tighter

Take me home,
Can't fight for you no more
Take me home,
Life's more than a battle score
Take me home,
Can't kill for you no more
Take me home
Take me home
Take me home